Monday, September 28, 2015

True Love

         I fell in love with this tall, handsome, attractive, young man one day. The way that he walked, talked, the way that he looked at me with his eyes full of hearts, they way that he treated me, and the way that he acted. I knew from that point on, that we would always be together no matter what happened. His name was Carlos, Carlos Larios. Nothing and no one could separate us from each other, no matter what happened or who was there, it always felt like it was only me and him. He loved me more than I loved him and every day, from day one, he made sure that I knew it was true.


         Before I met him, Carlos, I just knew I would never fall in love. He changed that for me. I fell in love with him the moment I met him. The three years that we've loved each other, there has been so many problems. We break up then get together repeatedly. I knew it wasn't the way "being in love" was suppose to be. So one day we separated, didn't talk to each other or see each other for about a month. A couple days ago we seen each other out of the blue. He looked at me the same way he always used to look at me. We said or hello's, we hugged, then we said our bye's.


         In our hearts, no matter who we're with right now, we know how deep our love falls. It will always be us even when it's not us. He made me believe in so many things that I didn't believe in before I met him, such as love. I will always love him even when I hate him. He's done some grimy things to me but I will always love him because he made me realize a lot of the things I hadn't realized or believed in before. Everyone deserves the love that I  once had, and gripped on to until I was forced to let go. No one deserves to not be loved.


         I believe love is the only thing that truly makes someone happy. Not having love would cause a person to turn cruel. Love is a piece of some ones heart, it's like a persons backbone, it's like a persons heart and soul. It keeps that person alive and going. Everyone wants love and everyone needs love. Every one can get love if they find it in the right places. Love will make you bipolar but it will mostly keep you happy. Love leads to multiple things but it mostly leads to nonstop happiness.


           I thought that after my first love and I were done I wasn't going to love again, but I was wrong. I met a guy who makes me the happiest I've ever been. He makes me feel loved in multiple ways. I'm very glad I met him. His name is Davon, Davon Buford, he is my lover. I will always love him. We have a bright future ahead of us. He's not one of these knuckle heads who don't have nothing going for himself, but he's intelligent, very smart, and creative in many ways. He gives me life and brings me nothing but happiness to my life.



             I know that this sound familiar to my love life with Mr. Larios but it's not, it's completely different. When i was with Carlos he had me fooled that there would always be an us but look where we are now. But  Mr. Buford, on the other hand, proves to me that him and I will last. Davon and I had our problems, I mean who doesn't nobodies perfect, but at the end of the day it's always us. Your first love may not be your only love, it may not be better than your other loves, but at least you have that love that makes you feel alive, happy, and warm inside.



           I believe love is like a cure, a cure to a broken heart or maybe the key to a heart that hasn't yet been unlocked. Love is the most valuable thing in the world. But what's love without trust? Choose who you LOVE very carefully because some maybe true love and some maybe fake love. The love for Davon and I is definitely real. You can see it in our faces, you can see it in our eyes, we are truly in love with each other. Love is valuable, don't take it for granted because love doesn't come easily.


          

7 comments:

  1. I'm glad that you have such an open and loving heart. Believe in love, but most importantly love yourself. You are still so young and will have so many opportunities to fall in love. Each person that touches your heart will leave a piece of himself with you. You will learn about yourself, your values, and your beliefs so that one day the person you are with, whether it is Davon or someone you meet in the future, will love and respect you for exactly who you are.

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    1. Thank you, I will think about this every time this subject crosses my mind.

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  2. i love your story, so heart touching

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  3. I loved you essay because i can relate to it, but with a girl. We fell in love on the spot for 4 years and we did the same thing. We said our hello's and our goodbye's and it was all awkward I related to your essay and its was perfectoo.

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  4. I think your view on love is exceptional because it's strong and straight forward. Besides the essay itself, I think your format was great.

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  5. I like your Believe paragraph because love always happens all the time. Then you realize that they get back together. But you had some bad sentence that didn't make sense to me. But I still like your Believe paragraph.

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  6. what a such girl i like you believe, You so lucky if you got another love. Many people when they fail a relationship of love they became disappointed. But you are strong girl, wish you successful and a bright future.

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